Beefeater Tour

Way back in February 2012, when I had money and a more active social life, I went on an London Cocktail Society tour of the Beefeater Distillery. That night turned into a bit of a tour of London bars (trust the Gin monkey to know all the good places) but before that, the tour was led by Desmond Payne, who walked us through how Beefeater made their gin and lots of other things relating to gin and his gin knowledge is vast! There were several questions about why they weren’t open to the public and since then, they’ve done that.20120227-082910.jpgChristelle and I had been talking about using the times we see each other to do things rather than just dinner and drinking and so for her birthday, I thought that a trip around Beefeater might be interesting. We finally found the time this month.

The distillery only has nine staff (including the tour guides) so it’s probably for practical reasons that the first half of the tour is self guided. It walks you through the history of the gin craze, the rise of ‘gentlemen distillers’ after 1820, the rise of the cocktail and prohibition in the US. img_5992There’s some videos about making gin and about Desmond Payne, who is 70 this year and getting on for 50 years in the drinks industry.

I really liked the wall of old adverts, because you know how I feel about that kind of thing.img_5991img_5980After that, we were led up to where the action happens. The tour guide took us through the botanicals that go into the various gins and up to the stills (no photos of that for health and safety reasons!) and then a gin and tonicimg_5985There is a shop where you can buy gin and beefeater related products. All in it took about an hour and a half and is a fun thing to do…

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Friday Links

Happy Friday!

My weekly ‘what fresh hell?’ update, starts with the resignation of Michael Flynn, the US president conducting govement business from Mar-a-lago, Paul Nutall has been proved to be a liar (again!) and a coroner found that a woman had died because of a lack of hospital beds (but there isn’t an NHS crisis, it’s all in our heads and if there is, it’s most likely the fault of the junior doctors).

I finalised this on Thursday night and thus missed the joys of the Trump press conference. I have no words….

Mike Flynn might be done – but Trump’s nightmare has just begun

Sex and the bishops. This is actually worth a read, if you have any interest in CofE church issues.

Will Trump’s presidency see the end of the special relationship? Like a lot of things that Churchill made up, I don’t think there ever really was a special relationship. But I think MacMillan was right, we are the Greeks to their Romans….

A future where only the rich can retire. We are getting there…

The Chalet School breakfast rolls. I was always much more interested in Karen’s black cherry jam, but then I’ve read all of the books…

Jenny is in the papers. Last week, someone I work with was raving about a book they’d been given about a woman who ran through her breast cancer. It was Jenny’s book. Even if you don’t run, it’s about doing the things you love to get you through difficult life stuff and Jenny is a great writer!

This answer to how to move forward when everything has gone wrong is long winded but about right. I am very grateful that when I was there, Tina made a point of taking me for a walk every day for a week for a week. So I wasn’t drowning in feeling useless, I was doing something.

No thinking. No reviewing the things I don’t want to do that day. Just put on your clothes, make tea, sit down, write. Every day. Or go outside and walk or run. Every day, first thing, no questions. You decide now what it is you will do, what will help to jump-start your brain and heart and breath, and you commit to it and you do it every goddamn day no matter what, with no thinking or feeling before you begin. You do not lie in bed, trying to locate your will to live. You rise from your bed like a robot and do whatever is required to jump-start your will to live.

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The Grind

We are just past the middle of February, it’s getting lighter in the mornings, the weather is an improvement on the weekend but I have to be honest, I’m not feeling it.

I’m tired and mostly grumpy, even though I have nothing to be grumpy about. It’s like I’m on overload, lights are too bright, noises (and people) are too loud, everything is too damn difficult and a week in room with a bed, some books and a radio sounds heavenly.

All that to say, I feel this month like I do in November. Which sucks, but the cure is the same, I just have to grind it out and eventually I will be happy and less irritable, for now though, this is where I am.

In November, I practice being cheerful and grateful, because I know that helps me reset my brain so here is a mini grateful list to remind me that I’m doing ok.

I have been at work every day at 8:30. So weather, SAD, PMT and GWR be damned, I am getting out of bed and doing what I need to do. Also the flat is more or less tidy. So I’m functioning and therefore cannot be nearly as useless as I feel.img_5900

It’s getting lighter in the mornings

I got to Grace this month, which I really needed. I’ve entertained people that weren’t my mother in my house, been out to dinner and a birthday party.img_5952

Seedlings, which is a very cheering thing, new life and growing etcimg_5930

I woodchipped the allotment in the snow, so well done me for both physical effort AND a tidy plot. img_5939

Also hurrah for the garlic and onions surviving winter and the broadbeans germinating and coming to life.img_5945

This was send to me yesterday! I don’t do Valentine’s Day at all but my friends know me well!

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Whatever else is going on a glass of wine and some chocolate are good for me!img_5924

So that’s where I am right now. Grinding it out. It will be Spring soon….

 

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Allotment Adventures: Woodchip in the snow

The plot has been a bit neglected this year. There isn’t really much to do except wait for it to warm up a bit. We had planned to spend last weekend doing a bit of weeding and maybe putting in the new rhubarb crowns but then we had a cold snap and it kept trying to snow. So we changed plans, the new plan was to go and have a look at the plot on the way to do the shopping.img_5935The plot was looking a bit sorry for itself. However, the rhubarb and broad beans were coming up and the onions and garlic and chard were doing all right. img_5945img_5946So we walked to the main gate and saw a huge pile of woodchip. I knew that the woodchip had been delivered on Wednesday but that stuff never stays around long, so I didn’t think that it would still be there on Saturday but the dark nights and cold weather had put people off and there it was. I borrowed a wheelbarrow from the community plot and Ma filled up the buckets.

An hour and half (and much grumpiness from Ma) later, we’d re-upped all the woodchip on the paths and it looked much better, you could see where the beds were for a start!img_5938I other news the seedlings have started to emerge. This is the cavolo neroAnd the sweet peasimg_5931It’s all very exciting, I’m so pleased with everything we’ve done so far but really want the weather to improve so we can get going with some actual work on the plot!

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February Photos – Part One

Last month I did two posts with the photos that I’d taken and I found that it encouraged me to take more photos. So I’m going to do it again this month!

Tree. 28 JanuaryMorning. 30 JanuarySeeds. 30 January. More of the seed order for the allotmentGrey. 3 February. The morning photo of my street as I leave for workMarmalade. 4 February. Second batchCinnamon Rolls. 5 February. These were brilliant and easy.Making pots from toilet rolls. 5 February.Seed starting. 5 February. Leeks, kale, basil and sweet peas and a re-arranged living roomMorning sky. 8 February. It is getting lighter in the morning even though it doesn’t feel like it.Nevertheless, she persisted. 8 Wednesday. I try to have a quote or motto on the board each week. This was apt for the week I was having and to remind me that I need to persist.Wine and Chocolate. 9 February. Still the best combination after a hard meeting/day/weekWorking from home. 10 February. I usually sit with my back to the cooker but when I work from home, I swap sides. Something to do with getting me out of home mode and into work mode, even when I’m wearing pj’s!Sweet pea. 10 February. My seeds are beginning to sprout.Friday Night Pizza. 10 February. If you can, you should!Allotment in need of TLC. 11 February. You can’t see the snow in this picture but it was snowing.Rhubarb. 11 February. I didn’t mulch it so it’s a bit behind others but it’s coming up.Plot post woodchip. 11 February. Much tidier and it’s easier to see the beds.Broadbean. 11 February. The broadbeans went in in October and have been over wintering without cover, so hopefully, they’ll survive the current cold snap.Sunday Lunch. 12 February. With 2 of my favourite people, Ma and Sarah!

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Friday Links

Happy Friday. In this week’s ‘what fresh hell’ – American school children are now safe from bears, if not from Betsy DeVos, Melissa McCartney is better at being Sean Spicer than Sean Spicer and Trump still hasn’t read the US Constitution…

Here are this week’s links….

Giles Fraser on child abuse in the Church of England and on the abuse he suffered.

What to expect under fat, ginger tyranny.

I never cared much about politics. Then Trump nominated Betsy DeVos to his Cabinet. Well this is encouraging, although as always my mind boggles that people don’t vote when they should. The only time I could have voted but didn’t was the referendum about whether London should have a mayor, it was in 1998 I’m still ashamed about it.

Steve Bell on Theresa May and the Brexit vote. Pretty much, this is typical May, she’s making it someone elses fault..

John Bercow is right – if the special relationship means anything.

McConnell silences Warren in Senate. So it’s ok to be racist but not call a racist, a racist. And someone needs to think hard about this, a bunch of men, shutting down a woman reading out a black

Bumblebees are dying out because they are too fat. This is interesting, I knew that bees were important but I’d never thought about the commerce in bees…

Canadian shames teenage troll. What’s really interesting to me, is the reaction of the teenagers father when confronted with his son’s behaviour.

Initially the boy’s father apologised, but later claimed his son had not been involved, she said. He then told her that she should be ashamed for targeting his son before suggesting that she keep her Instagram posts private to avoid abuse

So rather than be horrified and ashamed that his kid had done this, he decided it was her fault. Why might this kid might have thought that his behaviour was ok? How is it that even though his father knew, he didn’t realise that he’d done something wrong until the school was involved?

How Britain fell out of love with pasta sauce.

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Cooking fail

I like to think I’m a pretty good cook but being competent doesn’t mean that I don’t have things go wrong. Any cook who tells you that everything they cook is a total success is a liar or doesn’t actually cook.

Obviously, when I post about what I cook and eat, I don’t often talk about when it goes wrong but sometimes it goes wrong. I haven’t forgotten the day that I left eggs boiling on the stove and left the house. Did you know eggs explode if you leave them boiling in a pan of water and water boils dry? You do now and hunting exploded egg is not a fun time in the kitchen!

The latest of my cooking fails was with bread the weekend before last. It’s happened before (see here) and it’ll most likely happen again because…well because I’m me and these things do happen…

Last week, I attempted a new bread recipe. It all looked great and I had three beautiful looking loaves of bread, until I cut the loaves open. I can’t blame the recipe, this one is all on me.img_5883See that stodgy bit in the middle. Raw dough. Which is not what you want to see. This was towards the edges of the loaf, right in the centre was a hold formed by heavy unsunk dough sinking to the bottom of the bread. Not my finest hour.

The secret with kitchen disasters is to try and salvage something from them. Here, I rescued the edges of the loaves that were cooked.img_5884Took out the raw bits of the rest and made breadcrumbs with the cooked edges. img_5885What was cooked, was good and will make great breadcrumbs but it wasn’t quite what I had in mind. Next time, I’ll have more patience and a lower oven temperature!

 

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Allotment Adventures: Sowing begins

I (like every gardener/allotmenteer I’ve spoken to in the last month) am itching to start working and growing. I’ve made a plan, bought seeds and now I want to sow everything and get going. However, it’s February, which is still dark and a bit nippy, so I shall have to be patient for a little while longer.img_5896Everyone seems to have a different idea about when and how and where to start sowing seeds but the general consensus seems to be to ‘hold your horses’ and don’t try to grow everything all at once. I don’t have a shed or a greenhouse or a polytunnel or even a cloche and so I’m going to have to be a bit patient about what I start off indoors but there are some things I can do this month.

So I’m chitting the seed potatoes and I’ve sown cavolo nero, leeks, basil and sweet peas. Leeks seem to need a good head start, I’ve sown a couple of cavolo nero which I will plant out early and use for salad, I grew basil last year and it took forever, so I’m going for an earlier start this year and sweet peas need a bit of time to get going, I was going to buy plants but I looked at all the things I will need to buy over summer (supports, compost, covers, cloches and framing for a couple of the beds to name but a few things) and I decided to have a bash growing them from seed.

I spent a couple of hours today feeling very Blue Peter with toilet roll tubes. For the sweet peas..img_5910img_5913In March, I’ll sow more cavolo nero, the tomatoes, summer squash and cucumbers indoors and towards the end of April, the winter squash. The beans, peas, salad, beetroot, chard, carrots and flowers, I’ll sow straight into the ground like I did last year, although I’ll probably start a little bit earlier than May for some of them!img_5915I also potted some cuttings I took from the lemon scented geranium in the bathroom. I’m planning on planting them at the bottom of the plot in the summer. I still have a plan to plant lavender to mark the divide between Joe’s plot and mine but that will be quite expensive and these smell nice and were free. They won’t survive the winter but the bathroom plant is a beast and I have to give it a good haircut at least once a year so I’m not hung up on wasting cuttings.

Next week, we’ll actually spend some time on the plot. I’ll mostly be to weed as I need another go at the spot for the rhubarb and the beds with the onions, garlic and broad beans could do with a once over. I also want to dig over and sort out the area next to the perennial herb bed so it’s ready for the annual herbs I want to sow. For the moment though, I’m happy with this…

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Bullet Journalling for dummies

This year I did away with my paper diary. I didn’t go electronic and start storing everything on my phone because my brain doesn’t work that way. I need paper, I need to write things down.

But I’ve been carrying a note book and a diary around for years and really it makes more sense to just carry around one thing. The idea of bullet journalling as a solution to this problem has been floating around my head for a while and back in October, I decided to try it and bought a notebook. A Leuchtturm1917 to be precise. Now, I have a thing about notebooks with my preferred option being a rhodia but I couldn’t find a one with dots at that point so I went with the leuchtturm which has an index and numbered pages. Next time, I think I’ll work out getting a a rhodia because the leuchtturm has such an issue with bleedthrough when I’m using my fountain pen (which is this one but with a thicker left handed nib and no one else is allowed to use it on pain of death).

Anyway, I looked at the website, then I looked at a couple of others and started to play. By the start of the year I was happy enough to abandon my diary and go with this. I’ve settled into a rhythm with it. So basically I use it as my diary, to track goals, as a menu planner, to track what I’m posting on the blog and then for random stuff and very occasional journalling. I’m not very artistic at all so I don’t spend a lot of time creating a beautiful weekly or monthly spread, I try but the best you could say it that they are functional.

img_5894Monthly. I printed off these monthly grids and added birthdays, bank holidays and other significant dates, I keep them in the back of book in case I need to add things to them but only stick them in as the month starts.img_5893The other side of that monthly lay out is for monthly goals. This is a page in development as I think it will change as I work out how better to use it.

img_5888Weekly. I have a two page spread that works exactly like my diary pages used to. I put appointments and daily tasks in and use it in all the ways I used to use my diary, the only difference being that I set it up the week before I need it.

img_5902Menu planning also gets a  weekly page but it usually gets set up in the week prior to me using it. My food weeks go from Sat to Friday and I tend to plan and put the shopping and food prep to-do list on one page.

Blog. I’ve planned out a page a month for the blog, added the stuff I know that I’m going to post, so Friday Links, the monthly goals and ‘What I’ve Read’ posts and then as I have ideas, I pencil them in. This is not a change from last year planning in my notebook, it’s just in the same place as my diary.

The other stuff goes in as and when I think of something. Here’s one of the allotment pages for tracking what we’re growing..img_5901-1The BuJo things that don’t work for me are the symbols for tasks, ideas and so on. I’m just not that organised that I need it and remembering what was what wasn’t helping me feel in control. The other thing is the index, too much effort to fill in, the one provided isn’t long enough and looking it up just took too long. Instead, I make tabs for the monthly spread and the blog and I guess for anything else I’ll keep going back to at the moment that’s just the allotment plan/to-do/plant growing list. I cut off the monthly tab when the month finishes.

 

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When its good not to do something

Last week was a rough week. Work was busy, I was trying not to have a migraine, which tends to mean that I’m tired and headachey because everything is off kilter. I was in week three of a cold, which means more coughing that usual, a bit of a sore chest and some sinus issues. I spent a lot of the week playing the ‘sinus pain or start of migraine’ game. Which was epic fun.

Also not a lot of fun, February. Still winter, not spring..img_5887The weekend was unexpectedly full. I was out at a birthday party on Friday, out for dinner on Saturday night and booked for the cinema on Sunday afternoon. Which is a lot of people, if you’re me. Something had to give. For me that was Saturday morning volunteering at the allotments. I wanted to go but I also knew that I couldn’t do that and be ok come Sunday night. As it goes, I’m writing this at 7pm on Sunday and then going to bed because my head hurts and I’m tired.img_5837I’m sad that I missed the volunteer day but I needed some alone time. People are draining. There in a misconception that I’m an extrovert because I really like people. While some introverts are anxious in social situations, I’m not but I find other people exhausting.  So sometimes the right thing to do is not to do something…

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