Cooking: Leek, Anchovy and Goats Cheese Tart

If you have at any point come to my house for dinner mid week you will at some point have eaten a version of this tart. The original idea of using puff pastry like this came from Nigel Slater as a quick mushroom tart.

At some point I put the leeks, anchovies and goats cheese on instead of mushrooms. I have no idea what prompted the impulse, I think it started as leeks and goat cheese and the addition of the anchovies may have come from my mum. You can just make it without anchovies, if you really object to them, but they tie it together, adding a salty and savoury note that I love.

I’ve never used a recipe for this or weighed and measured the ingredients, so this is fairly rough and ready…

What

Half to a third of a block of puff pastry (about 200 to 250g)

4 -5 large leeks

50g anchovies in olive oil

Roughly 100g goats cheese (I use Chevre, basically something with a rind like brie but goats)

Olive Oil

Flour for rolling out the pastry.

How

1. Heat the oven to 190°C

2. Roll out the pastry to fit a 13×9 inch baking tray

3. With the tip of a knife drawn around the edge of the pastry to make a middle and a crust.

4. Blot anchovies on kitchen paper and put on pastry.

 

5. Wash and slice the leeks.

 

6. Heat oil in a pan and saute the leeks until soft and some of them are browned

 

7. Tip the cooked leeks onto the pastry, keeping them within the line you drew on the pastry earlier.

 

8. Cut the goats cheese up and add to the leeks

 

9. Bake for 20 to 25 minutes until pastry at the edge is risen and golden brown.

 

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History – Peninsula Wars and Waterloo

I’m grew up with a more than usually in depth knowledge of the Peninsula Wars and the Battle of Waterloo. Why? Many reasons.

First. My mother was fairly keen so it was encouraged.

Second. Georgette Heyer, she wrote so vividly about it (with the kind of research that wouldn’t occur to most writers of light fiction – yes that’s what it used to be called!) I wanted to find out more. I know that fiction isn’t real life but I can’t be the only person on the planet that finds that historical fiction leads to reading around the non fiction books on the period!

Third. It was the first war that was documented by soldiers of all ranks, being able to read the accounts of soldiers of different ranks makes it more interesting.

Four. These wars changed so much about Europe and the world. It had a profound influence on how standing armies were shaped, many of the soldiers involved in those campaigns ended up involved in army reform and were (for good but mostly ill) involved in the spread of the British Empire. It’s not just the UK either, the post Waterloo settlement had a profound impact on the shape of Europe and how they went about expansion into Africa and the rest of the world. European law is largely based on the Napoleonic code. It’s important to know how times like this can and do shape the future, in the hope we can avoid causing the destruction that they did.

Today is the anniversary of the Battle of Waterloo and I also found out this week that  Apsley House are having a series of weekends to commemorate it. Guess where I’m going today..

Below are some books that about that period both fiction and non fiction that sparked my interest.

An Infamous Army – Georgette Heyer

The book that started the passion. Great detail, Heyer did a tremendous amount of research, lots of the things in the book that you think she made up happened and vice versa. Bear in mind though that it’s written around a soppy love story, if you’re not keen on those try the Sharpe books by Bernard Cromwell or…

Four Days in June  – Iain Gale

Based on the experience of people who were there and is brilliant.

The Spanish Bride – Georgette Heyer

More soppy romance but this is based on a true story. Harry Smith met and married Juana after the storming of Badajoz. The book skims over her age (she was 14 at the time) but she really did follow him through the campaigns and later to India and Africa (Ladysmith in South Africa is named after her.) I have Harry Smith’s autobiography but it’s not for the faint hearted. However, now you should be ready for non-fiction. So…

Rifles – Mark Urban

This follows the 95th Rifles through the Peninsula Wars and into France. Gives a great overview of the battles and the war but manages to show the men and how they lived and not just the heroes but all of them including the deserters. It digs into how the formation of the Light Brigades and the way Wellington used them changed the shape of the army in the UK and also how Wellington had an impact because so many of the officers that fought under him in these campaigns went onto command and shape the army.

Wellington: A Personal History – Christopher Hibbert

This is the first biography of Wellington I read. Chosen because I liked the book Christopher Hibbert wrote about the Battle at Waterloo..

Waterloo – Christopher Hibbert

Concise and easy to follow.

Tales of the Rifle Brigade – Capt Sir John Kincaid

Because he was there and he’s funny and sad at the same time. Having arrived in Portugal after the Battle of Bussaco, during Wellington’s retreat to Lisbon (as the British withdrew, they were basically stripping the countryside of all food and supplies) Kincaid who had left his greatcoat with the heavy baggage describes his situation, “My only covering every night was the canopy of heaven, from whence the dews descended so refreshingly”.

To War with Wellington: From the Peninsula to Waterloo – Peter Snow

I’m reading this now. Snow is enthusiastic and knowledgeable. He manages to give you the facts and the story of the people fighting.

 

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Friday Night Cocktail – Sloe Martini

Shocking as it seems, I know people that aren’t keen on gin martinis. In fact, some of them think martinis should be made with vodka and shaken (I blame James Bond)…the only thing you can do for those people is pray for them..

For the people that think they don’t like gin, I try them on this…sometimes it works, sometimes I have to make them something else..but it’s always worth trying. Because sloe gin is technically a liquer, it’s lower in alcohol and sweeter, which is why it works for people who don’t like the slap of almost neat gin.

I tend to use Plymouth Sloe gin but never Gordons because I find it too sweet!) but if you know someone who makes it and is willing to give you some try that!

What

3 oz sloe gin

1 teaspoon sweet vermouth

Ice, lots of it!

How

1. Pour the gin and vermouth over ice.

2. Stir

3. Pour into a chilled martini glass

4. Garnish – everything for me is improved with a cocktail cherry, but if you can think of something else, let me know..

 

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British Weather….

..or why I always have sunglasses and an umbrella in my handbag…

Keeping in mind that it’s June and we’re it’s summertime…

This was the view from underneath the umbrella on the way to work

This was the sky on the way home

 

Later on this evening, it decided to be both raining and sunny

 

Mostly it’s just confusing and difficult to dress for!

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Things I learnt yesterday..

1) I can’t really be trusted in Kew..there was a sale and I bought this

2) Lt General Sir Harry Burrard, was known as ‘Betty’ by his troops…

3) Whereas Major General Rowland Hill’s troops called him ‘Daddy’

4) I hate ironing and handwashing and am generally not fond of washing up

5) I’m still hugely interested in the Peninsula Wars and the stuff that lead up to Waterloo (although Capt Sir John Kincaid is still my favourite…)

6) “Egad, sir if I have killed today I mean to die like a gentleman” seems like a good way to go and face the enemy, whether that’s the French or depression…

 

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Friday Night Cocktail – Gin and Tonic

I missed Friday Night Cocktail this week.  I was celebrating getting a job..

Saturday was World Gin Day. Billy did post on the Negroni, which is much more informative than this is going to be..but never mind.

I like gin and have 8 different types in the house (yes I will confess that this is excessive, but it just sort of happened..). I thought about a gin martini but decided instead to celebrate the Gin and Tonic.  Which is such a lovely drink and much maligned…

Gin in it’s original form was intended to be medicinal and claimed to treat kidney ailments, lumbago, stomach ailments, gallstones, and gout. Later in the days of the Raj, tonic (basically water with quinine) was used to treat malaria and because it tasted so bitters, doctors took to putting a slug of gin in it to help it go down and the G&T was born..

Gin and Tonic was the first grown up drink I remember drinking, growing up it was a drink for special occasions, we only really had booze in the house at Christmas (in the 70’s and 80’s, grown ups went to the pub to drink except at Christmas or if they were having a party, we didn’t drink at home). On Christmas Day, Ben and I were given miniature G&T’s that were more (much more) tonic than gin, but had the ice and lemon in.  Very grown up we felt too..I love it despite the issue I have with quinine being one of the things that make me sneeze (along with chocolate with a high cocoa content and polos, I don’t know why but I can live with it..)

My G&T’s are generally made with Miller’s or Plymouth (other gins are available but not ever Bombay Saphire – not in my house!!), generally I use Schweppes, although Fever Tree is nice. Nowadays, I use lime instead of lemon and with a gin like Hendricks, cucumber. The real trick, as with cocktails is to have everything really cold, I keep my gin in the freezer. You don’t have to take such extreme measures but use lots of ice and fresh tonic, if you have neither, don’t bother, so many people are put off gin because their first experience of it is a lacklustre G&T…

1. Fill a tall glass with ice, pour in the amount of gin you want (I like to taste the gin, others are more restrained!)

2. Squeeze a wedge of lime into the glass and top up with tonic and other wedge of lime.

3. Drink, enjoy, don’t have too many..

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Iain Duncan Smith is missing the point

After Rowan Williams’ article in the New Statesman this week, there has been much comment and lots of govt ministers going on the radio talking about how wrong he was wrong etc. Iain Duncan Smith was on World At One and he was completely missing the point.  I know he was missing the point because I’m one of the people that is worried about the policies the government are implementing. (In fairness, I was pretty worried about the way things were going under Labour, am I more scared now…yes but this isn’t really party political).  Apparently, the government isn’t demonising people on benefits but “there are people living in houses that they wouldn’t be able to afford if they were working”

Now bear with me because this is going to take a while…but I will get to a point honest.

On Friday I went for an interview, it’s good news, they want me, I start on today. Yay.

It’s not a permanent job. I won’t get paid for holiday or sick leave, there are no benefits and it’s going to pay about £5k less than the last job did. It’s going to be a struggle financially, when I was at Peabody, I was ending the end of each month in the black but only just, so losing £5k is going to hurt. However, it’s a working, I have to believe that working is better than not.

I’m good at what I do, I work hard, I’m professional, I was made redundant when the company I worked for went bust and the next job I took was to cover maternity leave. I want to work, I didn’t like signing on, I want to support myself. In the last two years, in order to keep working, I have taken a £10k paycut.  I’ve gone from being comfortable and able to save and have holidays to barely making it. I don’t pay into a pension, I can’t save, I really have to think about how I spend money. (Lots of the things that I love and write about here – skincare products, theatre, drinking in the OXO Tower have, in the last 2 years been paid for by someone else and yes I do recognise how lucky I am to have people, ok a mum, who will take me to the theatre and so on).

My point is this, the problem isn’t benefits, the problem is work.

Work should pay enough to support living. Work should cover the cost of things like rent and food and bills and saving for a pension. I don’t think that’s unreasonable, not all of us can be bankers not all of us have parents that can set up trust funds or buy us houses.

Government could built more affordable housing, that means building houses and selling or renting them at a price that suits the average wage, not the ‘market rate’. Maybe they could do something to reduce the cost of commuting (my new commute is going to cost over £100 a month). Maybe you could legislate to ensure that employers offer a living wage.

The truth is that if work doesn’t pay enough to make someone feel like it gives them a future, then that’s how people feel. Like they don’t have a future.  Hell, I do work and I feel that my future is bleak, so why bother? I bother because I hope that at some point it will come around that it will change, I have earned more, hopefully I will again, I feel I have to try.

Accepting that you will live your life on benefits, is really about despair, it’s about believing that your life will never get any better, that you don’t deserve any better and that even if you had a job, it wouldn’t help, life would still be rubbish and you’d still struggle. No amount of telling people in that mindset, that they are sponging, that they are useless is gonna get them to work. (On a side note, bankers bonuses – if you work for a company that makes a £1.1 billion loss, why would you be paid a bonus? RBS made that loss and paid £950 million in bonuses, the govt subsidises that loss – is that not sponging?)

So maybe the government could start by building more social housing, or actually doing something useful for 1st time buyers, or perhaps giving private tenants more rights. Maybe you could do something to reduce the cost of commuting.  Even ensure that employers offer a living wage.

Living on benefits is not the problem, how not to live on benefits…that’s the issue.

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Sunday Music: Wagon Wheel – Old Crow Medicine Show

I have been listening to Old Crow Medicine show for a while, this is Wagon Wheel

I maintain it’s bluegrass, my mother says it’s country and I don’t really care…

 

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Sucking it up, snapping out of it etc, etc

So during two days of moping, I didn’t run, I watched seasons 3, 4 and 5 of Friday Night Lights and am now prepared to admit that American Football whilst not proper football* isn’t just rugby with padding. I have also learned that humans gave armadillos leprosy**. Truly, I am a font of useless information..

I have babysat for Tabitha, who was only a screaming banshee for about 40 minutes and was generally charming otherwise. I realized that I know all the words to the Zingzillas song and have decided that this is probably very valuable aunty knowledge and if it keeps this guy happy, I can live with it!

Today I am preparing for an interview, making coffee for the plumbers who are fitting new radiators, going to buy some ribbon for Grace on Saturday (I’ve been asked to but don’t know what it’s for!) and I may attempt these again, I’ve made them before but they weren’t as fudgy as I was expecting, probably because they were missing the additional raspberries, they were still pretty good but I like to get it right!

 

*Football is a game played with a round ball and using the feet – you may call it soccer, you’re wrong, it’s football

**In Our Time – I love BBC Radio 4

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Slump

This week I’ve hit a slough of despond. I can’t see the point in any of it. I’ve had to sign on and there’s nothing like the job centre for making you feel like a worthless human and it’s not that I haven’t tried not to be here but here I am anyway.

I feel left behind, everyone is planning something and I can’t. Holidays, trips away, concerts. I can’t go and I don’t know if it’s worse not to be asked or to be asked but not be able to do it. Either way, it’s fairly horrible.

Unemployment also really brings home how alone I feel. I love living by myself, being single wasn’t how I’d thought my life would be. I wasn’t supposed to be in this place but given that this is how it turned out, I’m generally not unhappy. Today though, not working, not having any money, worrying about what comes next, I feel alone. Everyone else seems to be moving towards something, I’m being asked, yet again, to shrink my expectations of what my life should be. It’s not fair, I’ve done the work here. I’ve come to terms with Stef dying, I’ve accepted that a husband and children probably won’t be part of my future (note the probably, I’m open to it, I’m just trying to be a realist here). What’s left doesn’t suck, I love being an aunt and a godparent, I have a freedom that my friends who are parents don’t have. All I really need is to be able to support myself. I worked hard, I’m not unemployed because I was bad at my job, it was just bad luck and cutbacks, that they didn’t renew my contract. I know this, but at the moment, it feels so unfair.

I’m lucky, I have a parent that won’t let me starve (thanks Ma!) and people that care about me, I live in a country that (for the moment at least) doesn’t have some kind of safety net, I’m more fortunate than a lot of other people. I know this, I am grateful for it. That doesn’t mean it isn’t hard. Today, I’m tired of trying to be positive, of doing the best I can and going nowhere and getting nothing.

I curated a whole service about God not being fair and I know that this time is only wasted if I let it be. No-one died and I’m not nearly as down, depressed and heartbroken as I was 5 years ago, I got through that time and I will get through this the same way, one step at a time.

Just for today though, my life sucks and I’m miserable about it…

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