Friday Links

Overall, I think I’m winning this week (although Wednesday’s migraine was a bit of a setback!) Hopefully you’ve had a good week and are ready for some Friday reading!

1) I think I’m going to have a bash at sourdough. Hugh F-W seems like a good place to start.

A sourdough loaf is very different from what mostly passes as bread these days. In fact, it is the antithesis of the industrial factory loaf – that soft, structureless, flavour-lite bread that is produced in such huge quantities in this country. Sustain, whose Real Bread Maker Week starts today, reckons that well in excess of 90% of our bread is mass-produced either by the big brands or supermarkets. Sourdough, by contrast, is bread with immense character, with presence – bread with a point. And that’s why I think you might want to have a go at making it yourself.

2) A skater on why the undercroft should be kept as it is at the South Bank. I couldn’t agree more, spaces that grow organically are part of the culture of London, the skaters are as much a part of the South Bank as the RFH and the book market. I think that the development is missing the point of the South Bank and why people come to it.

There is no reason why the existing site cannot be accommodated into plans by developers with vision and a sense of continuity. By doing so the South Bank complex would remain an exciting, multidimensional urban space that includes all aspects of culture, high and low, street and salon, loose and structured. This is the sort of public space we need, not another glut of privately owned, heavily regulated opportunities to spend what little money we have left.

3) Harry Leslie Smith writing about his disillusionment. Brilliant. Should be compulsory reading for all politicians.

We have somehow broken our solemn bond with those warriors of yesterday and forgotten that when the survivors of the Second World War returned to their homes, they were like a tide that raised all boats. My generation’s shared experience of suffering, of witnessing genocide, ethnic cleansing, and enduring unspeakable privations as both soldiers and civilians made us vigilant when it came to demanding our peace dividend. We knew what we deserved and that was a future that didn’t resemble our hard-scrabble past. The Green and Pleasant land was for everyone after the war because we had bled for it and died for it. We demanded a truly democratic society where merit was rewarded and no one would be left behind because of poverty, poor health or an inadequate education.

4) Tips for vegetarians

5) Cooking Gazan style.

In Gaza, almost 1 million people – more than half the population – receive basic food assistance from the United Nations. The 13 women of the Zeitun Kitchen co-operative have learned to adapt to the privations of life in Gaza: shortages of power and cooking oil; Israel’s ban on many foodstuffs during the three years in which a stringent blockade was in place; the fluctuations in black market supplies through the tunnels to Egypt; the destruction of and restrictions on access to prime agricultural land; the imposition of strict limits on how far from shore Gaza’s fishermen can lower their nets 

6) Why aren’t more people unemployed? or the mess the economy’s in..

7) The reason Henry VIII’s wives had problems with live births. Maybe

Possible explanations for the cause of Henry’s woes—speculation, for instance, that he might have had syphilis or diabetes—haven’t solved the mystery of why he had such trouble begetting healthy kids. But the fact that his many wives all suffered miscarriages implicates Henry as the culprit, says Kenneth Moise, a maternal-fetal medicine doctor and co-director of the Texas Fetal Center in Houston.

“With that many women who have that many losses, there’s something he’s doing wrong,” Moise says.

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Picture post – Craster – Dunstanburgh walk

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Windswept

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Cliffs

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Balancing sheep..

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Embleton Bay. I really don’t ever get bored of that view!

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Or that one..

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Black Bean Burgers

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I’ve been looking for a decent bean burger for a while. I saw this one at Back To Her Roots and it looked pretty good and Cassie’s recipes are ones I trust because any of her recipes I’ve made have always turned out well. However, the sliders weren’t quite me and I started to play around with the recipe. Firstly, I didn’t have any sriracha sauce and they don’t stock it in my local Sainsburys. I’m also very not into hot food and chilli generally, I have wimpy taste buds!

There were other changes. I love all sweet peppers except green ones. There is only one type of sweet pepper that stays green, for all the others, the green peppers are the unripe ones. Why would you eat an unripe fruit? That’s my theory anyway, and I don’t buy green peppers so they weren’t going in my burgers! Also Cassie made sliders, I understand that sliders are big in the US and for sitting in front of a TV watching sports with loads of other people, they make sense but I don’t have a TV, so that kind of entertaining isn’t something I do! I eat these burgers as a quick lunch or dinner, in one of these buns and making the buns smaller far too much faff for my lazy cooking style so instead of 12 little burgers, I make 6 big ones!

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I’ve used worcester sauce in these so they’re not strictly vegetarian but you could use mushroom ketchup to get the same effect, if you want to make them vegan, you’re on your own but if you do have a suggestion on how to do that, please let me know in the comments.

These have fast become one of my staples, they freeze well and defrost quickly and with a stash of these in the freezer with some rolls, they are perfect for “I can’t be arsed to cook” nights and much healthier than ordering out!

Black Bean Burgers (barely adapted from Back To Her Roots Sriracha Black Bean Sliders)

What

2 cups of black beans

1 medium red or yellow pepper, deseeded

1 red onion, quartered

3 garlic cloves

1 egg

3 teaspoons mild chilli powder

1 tablespoon worcester sauce or mushroom ketchup

2 cups breadcrumbs

How

1) Dump all the ingredients in the bowl of a food processor and whizz until it’s a thick paste.

2) Shape into 6 patties and put on a lined baking tray

3) Bake at 350F/190C/Gas Mark 4 for about 20 minutes.

4) At 20 minutes turn the burgers over and cook for a further 5 minutes.

 

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Why I’m eating less meat.

I have mentioned it before and if you’ve read this blog over the last couple of months you’ll have noticed that I’m eating less meat and fish nowadays.  In fact my week in Amble, was the most meat heavy my diet has been since Christmas. Ma and I ate meat or fish every day and decided to use the local shops in Amble where they had a fantastic butcher who was clear about where his meat came from, cured his own bacon and made his own (amazing) sausages. It was lovely and I really enjoyed it but at home my meals are generally plant based.

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Last week at work someone had assumed that I was a vegetarian*, which was hilarious to me, my favourite food is steak and I could pretty much suck a pig through a straw but thinking about my diet last week,  my ‘meat’ eating consisted of salmon at Ma’s on Friday night (seriously any moment now Ma is going to turn orange she eats so much salmon!) and two sausages on Saturday night.  I couldn’t hack never eating a steak again but I have been more careful about the meat that I buy and eat and as a consequence I’m eating much less.

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I’ve been banging on about this for a while but if you are going to eat dead animals, I feel that you owe it to yourself and the animal to make sure it had a good life, was fed well, not caged or stressed or mistreated. Decently reared meat is expensive, which is as it should be.  I also think it’s important to put your money where your mouth is about where you buy meat from. When I was buying meat from a supermarket, I always bought red tractor approved meat, and I don’t buy processed meat or ready meats so the ‘horsemeat’ issues that hit recently didn’t worry me too much because I didn’t eat any of the food at issue.  However, one of the things I love about where I live is the run of good, local shops in Northfields and if I don’t use them, I can’t complain when they close due to lack of business, so I’ve started to use the butchers. All of this means that the meat I buy is more expensive. One of the blogs I followed last year was Offally Good, it was set up Lucy who as a keen meat eater started to get worried about how much of the animal we don’t eat and committed to eating offal and game, only offal and game for a year to help balance what she saw as her ‘meat debt’. I’m not sure that I’d go that far but I do think it’s worth thinking about how we eat meat.

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The other major reason for eating less meat is money. I know that I’m in a better position than most but all my bills are more than they were when I moved into the flat 5 years ago and  the money I spend on food is one of the few places where I can save money, I try not to spend more that £20 to £25 a week on shopping and that covers all my food (I take lunch to work) and boring things like washing powder and rubber gloves! Sometimes I’ve spend £15 before I’m through the grocery section (my brother used to say the government should subsidize vegetables, take all the tax you pay on booze and put it towards giving people affordable fruit and veg and I can see his point!). Beans and pulses are cheaper than meat so they have become what I buy.

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This change of eating and shopping habits has led to a change of cooking habits too. Eating meat is easy, cook a slab of meat, add some vegetables and maybe a potato or two and you’re done, it doesn’t require much thought. Making balanced, interesting vegetarian meals requires more effort and creativity. I’ve already written about how my diet has changed and how I’ve learned to love lentils and pearl barley but the biggest change to my diet and cooking is that I eat beans at least a couple of times a week. Where 2 years ago my freezer was full of frozen chicken, meat, fish and pre-cooked meat sauces and chilli, now it’s full of pre-cooked dried beans, soup, bean stew vegetables. I also eat a lot more eggs.

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I didn’t change the way I eat for my health or to lose weight. Neither is a bad aim and I believe in the power of diets to change both of those things, but, and I think it’s very easy to do if you are online as much as I am, I’ve noticed a trend for healthy living blogs to be a little neurotic about food and what’s healthy, what isn’t and what you should be eating. I try to avoid that because I think ultimately that is the opposite of healthy. So while, I think my digestion is a little better, I can’t claim that eating like this is making a huge difference to my life, my migraines haven’t improved and my skin didn’t become perfect overnight. What I can say is that my energy levels are the same as before, I sleep about a well as I always did and I don’t feel any worse for cutting down on meat.

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One of the things that hasn’t changed is that I’m still not too fussed about buying organic food, as I’ve said before, good farmers won’t pump antibiotics into an animal needlessly and I think trying to eat locally produced food is better for the world than air freighting courgettes from Kenya. I don’t wash fruit and vegetables either unless I can see the dirt, a habit I picked up from my mother, so far, it hasn’t killed me and life is really to short to wash an apple!

Having said that I think that trading in food futures is immoral and is something governments should stop and I think as a society we need to think seriously about GMO and the implications of GM foods. Look wheat is a genetically mucked about with grass, all of our crops at some point have been changed by humans to suit them, corn as we know it couldn’t survive without humans. However, putting animal genes in plants genetic make up just feels wrong. Scientists need to explain better, the general public need to listen better and governments need to keep big companies profit motive in check.

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Somewhere along the line this post turned less into an explanation of my eating less meat and more about my thoughts on food and how we treat it. Ultimately, I think that might be my point, that what and how we chose to eat shouldn’t be too complicated, political or harmful to the planet. That it has become all of these, says something about how far we’ve moved away from what’s important in how we live.  I don’t believe in some mythical past where food was plentiful and farming didn’t hurt the environment, it doesn’t exist and returning to that sort of agriculture, would leave us short of food. Having said that, the way we run things now is leaving people short of food and children badly nourished.  It seems to me that we need to be honest about where our food comes from and the cost of producing it, but doing that means we also need to look at other things, how expensive housing has become and how low wages are.  I don’t think that telling people they’re ‘doing eating wrong’ is helpful or fair. I can cook, I have a fully equipped kitchen (except for the Kitchen Aid, damnit!) and I sometimes struggle to feed myself well because it’s so much effort.  It’s going to be that much harder for someone without those advantages before we even get into the issues of poverty and food deserts.  So while I’m happy to share what, how and why I eat as I do (and if anyone has any questions or wants to discuss this in the comments, go for it) I’m very against being preachy about it. I hope I wasn’t!

*To be clear here, when I say vegetarian, I mean not eating any meat or fish, but eating things produced by animals like honey, eggs and milk. If you tell me you are a vegetarian and then order fish, I will know that you are not a vegetarian but you are stupid because you don’t know what vegetarian means! I once had a boss who claimed to be a vegetarian but ate chicken and fish (I never could take her seriously after that!)

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The Weekend

When anyone asked me what my plans were for this weekend, I said that I was “getting my fringe back”. Yes, folks haircut time had rolled around again and not a moment too soon. I’m well trained and don’t cut my fringe between haircuts, Jane always knows!

So I spent Friday Night at Ma’s. It’s been ages since I’ve spent a night at Ma’s and I got to see her picture wall in her kitchen! She stole the idea from me but her’s is looking in better shape than mine is at the moment.

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We had dinner and did the crossword and on Saturday morning got up to go and grab the zipcar and get to Jane’s. Where we caught up on all the news, gossip and general excitement in all all our lives over the last six weeks although nowadays a lot of that news is about Jane’s kids and Oli and how on earth did we all get to be so old? When the most exciting stuff, is Nic fell down the stairs, Jane and Mark are going to see Robbie Williams and Bryony (Jane’s last daughter) is old enough to go on school trips, you know you’re not in your 20’s anymore! It was good to catch up and have Jane restore order to our hair

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After that, Ma took me home via a Sainsburys shop, we had been planning on going to the crematorium to visit Grandad’s plague‘ but it was raining quite a lot and I was headachey and feeling that this might be a migraine. So Ma dropped me home and unpacked the shopping and went to bed for a nap. Four hours later, I woke up, feeling much better but sad that I’d missed Grace again, this year has not been good for my Grace attendance..

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On Sunday, I woke up sad. This happens sometimes, I wake up and life just doesn’t feel worth living, I feel useless and fat and alone and I don’t want to do anything because what’s the point? Sad days are much less frequent than they used to be and nowadays are more connected to PMT than the depression and grief I was walking through 5 years ago.  Over the years, I found that the most effective way of dealing with myself when I feel like this is a combination of indulgence. Get in a bath, read a book and be sad for a bit. Followed by pulling myself together, getting out of the bath and doing the things that you need to do. Also not feeling guilty about being sad and followed by an early night and the knowledge that tomorrow I’ll feel better.

So that’s what I did!

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This was some of the food prep for this week’s dinners. Hard boiled eggs for breakfast, salad and frittata for lunches, popcorn and dried fruit, blueberry lemon muffin loaf for snacks, soup and black bean burgers for dinners. The other stuff not photographed are the oven dried tomatoes, stuffed aubergines for dinner, and pb and apples for snacks.

I think I’m covered and ready to start the week! This week is going to consist of work, seeing Tina tonight, theatre on Saturday and hoping that the bruise on my behind stops hurting!

How was your weekend? What are your plans for the week?

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Picture Post – The Beach

I’m getting around to sorting out holiday photos, I didn’t take loads this year and I haven’t sorted out anything from the ‘big’ camera. These are the photos from our walk on the Amble beach towards Hauxley.

I’m not a great photographer, I like trying to take good photos but I’m not brilliant technically, so none of these photos are amazing. What I hope they do, is show how I felt walking on that beach, which was mostly joy and uplift.

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Rain coming in

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I love the ‘mini-cliffs’ that you find on sandy beaches.

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Coquet Island

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One of the reasons I love this part of the world is that the sky feels so much bigger than in London. I know that people refer to Holy Island as a ‘thin space’ where you are closer to God. That feels wrong to me, God is were you let him be but I think it’s easier to feel that sense of wonder when the sky seems to be everywhere.

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Still one of my favourite views

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Friday Night Cocktail

Last weekend the sun came out to play for a bit, it’s gone away again but over the weekend and on Monday and Tuesday, London was sure that Summer had finally arrived. Ma and I went up to Watford to see the family and carried away by the weather, we went out for lunch at the Artichoke and sat outside! Oli rescued his Grandma from dragons and got his Dad to tickle him.

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Ma was driving so was drinking ginger beer and waitress suggested that she try a Rock Shandy. I had never heard of it and on discovering it was half lemonade, half ginger beer and Angostura. Ma didn’t like the sound of it but I did and had 2 over the course of the afternoon.

Since the weekend, I’ve done a bit of research (ok, I googled it) and discovered that what I drank isn’t necessarily a rock shandy at all. Most the recipes came up with half lemonade/half orange juice or half lemonade/half soda water.  A couple were keen on half lemonade/half ginger ale.  About the only thing that every recipe had in it were angostura and lemonade!

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I’ve tried a couple of the variations and I like the ginger beer/ginger ale variations best so this is my version and I’m gonna call it a rock shandy, even though it ‘s not really authentic. It is very refreshing, brilliant on a hot day and a great drink to serve to the non drinkers or the pregnant.

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What

Lemonade

Ginger beer or ginger ale

angostura bitters

Ice

Lime wedge

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How

Fill a glass with ice. Half fill glass with lemonade, top up with ginger beer, add a couple of dashes of bitters. Stir and drink.

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Friday Links

Friday comes around again! Happy reading..

1) I’m pro-choice but this is barbaric. In a small village in remote Guangdong, a contact took me to her local family planning centre, and told the director that I was a state reporter from Beijing. He took me to his office and we talked for hours. Backlit by a dusty window, he leaned over his desk and showed me the record book that meticulously charted the menstrual cycles and pelvic examination results of every woman of childbearing age in the village. He said 98% of the 280 women were fitted with IUDs. Every three months, he broadcasts an announcement through the village summoning every woman for a mandatory ultrasound to check that her IUD is still in place. 2) Because being unemployed and poor isn’t bad enough. The test is structured so that you select from a list of possible answers to a series of statements, from “very like me” to “very unlike me”, with three intermediate responses as well. Not only did I find that the test gave identical results whether you answered “very unlike me” or “very like me” to all questions, but it gave almost indistinguishable results if you clicked through the test without providing any answers at all (this can no longer be done as the Department for Work and Pensions (DWP) has changed it ). If you selected that you’d never go out of your way to visit a museum and were never curious about anything, the top result was still: “You are curious about everything.” 3) I understand where Giles Fraser is going with this, but what if the chances are that there won’t be anyone around to do that for you? I will provide whatever (hopefully very little) care that my mum needs but when I’m old and in need of it, my nearest relatives will be Oli (who has two parents of his own!) and my brother, who will be as old as me. I’m all for living as long as I possibly can but I don’t want to be at the ‘mercy’ of a care home! I do want to be a burden on my loved ones just as I want them to be a burden on me – it’s called looking after each other. Obviously, I know people are terrified of the indignity of dying and of being ill generally. Having someone wipe our bums, clean up our mess, put up with our incoherent ramblings and mood swings is a threat to our cherished sense of personal autonomy. 4) Maureen Johnson on gendered books. So, we’re thinking about boys and girls and what they read. The assumption, as I understand it, is that females are flexible and accepting creatures who can read absolutely anything. We’re like acrobats. We can tie our legs over our heads. Bring it on. There is nothing we cannot handle. Boys, on the other hand, are much more delicately balanced. To ask them to read “girl” stories (whatever those might be) will cause the whole venture to fall apart. They are finely tuned, like Formula One cars, which require preheated fluids and warmed tires in order to operate — as opposed to girls, who are like pickup trucks or big, family-style SUVs. We can go anywhere, through anything, on any old literary fuel you put in us.

5) The gender fliped covers that happened as a result.

6) Food practices banned in the EU but not in the US

I know that there are lots of practices we should still ban over here but I’m glad we ban some.

7) Rosamundi spends some time thinking about the consequences of cheap clothes and ventures into Primark without gin!

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Things on my mind…

  • Why is is always harder to work a four day week when you have the Monday off than when you have the Friday off work? It probably doesn’t help when you have to minute a 5 hour meeting in that week….
  • It’s been good to be home but today I really want to be here..

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  • Although I am looking forward to Saturday, when Jane will restore my fringe to tidy. I’m well trained and don’t cut my fringe between haircuts but I’ve resorted to pinning in back at the moment and I don’t feel that I’m looking my best!

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  • Just in case anyone was wondering, really bad bruises hurt as they heal. Walking, sitting and lying down are tricky and running is impossible and due to it’s location there won’t be any photos of it (be glad of that!) but it’s seriously awful. I look like I’ve tried to re-create something out of 50 Shades of Grey.
  • I miss Spurellis

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  • I met the new neighbours last night, at 11.30pm when I had to go round and ask them to stop decorating because it was very loud and I really couldn’t sleep and the council says you should stop at 6pm! They were lovely, but it could have been they were a bit scared of the strange woman in her pj’s and dressing gown! Also the rooster seems to have gone, I wonder if it’s been eaten?
  • I really need to get back to looking after my nails, they are looking quite mangy and not at all pretty.

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  • At the end of the month, Ma and I are going to paint my bedroom. I’m not looking forward to moving everything out of that room but comforting myself with the knowledge that the kitchen is going to be far worse.

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  • Soon I will sort out holiday photos, but that won’t be this week.

What’s on your mind today?

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Pickled Carrots

The night before I go on holiday, I clear the fridge.

I make the ‘chuck it all in frittata’ for breakfast and the journey up to Amble and if there are any vegatables left over, I make soup.

This time, I had too many carrots. I love carrots, I mostly eat them raw but do use them for other things, however, even after making carrot and lentil soup, I had about a pound leftover.  I know this was extremely poor planning on my part but I was determined not to waste them. So I decided that it was time to try this recipe. I made them, bunged them in the fridge and forgot about them until I got home on Saturday.

On Saturday, I’d bought a rotisserie chicken and a bag of salad for dinner and these went really well with that. On Monday, they went really well with the bap stuffed with chicken that I had for lunch. I’ve been eating them quite a bit and had to make another batch on Monday night.

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I wouldn’t say that I’m a fan of pickle and I’m not that keen on chutney, but I am quite fond of pickled things, I love cornichion and gerkins and sometimes even onions. I’d never thought about making my own, although I might now as this was so easy, the most complicated step was blanching the carrots! The recipe uses a pound of carrots, makes about 2 jars and keeps in the fridge for a month. I had all the ingredients at home and the amount is about perfect for me.

So if pickled things are your thing, give these a try.

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