Monday Miscellany: Quite the weekend

Happy Monday!

I’ve been very quiet over the last week, in part because of the trash fire that is the world, and also because June 6 was also Stef and Kier’s birthday, they would have been 50.

June used to be the start of my birthday list, Stef and Keir were the 6 June, Tina was 6 July and I was 6 August and therefore I never forgot those birthdays because it was three months of sixes, 4 birthdays that were easy to remember. In 2020, I’m the only one of the four still breathing. This is not self pity, more people than me mourn those three deaths and differently and deeply but it’s sad.

Over the weekend I did zoom chats with Michael and Luc and Helene and Max and Matt and Ruth and Tess and Phil, together and separately for some of them. It was bittersweet, Stef and Keir are a long time gone. The children don’t really remember them, but death is funny and I don’t know if I can explain it but bear with me.

I’ve talked a lot this year about the irises that finally flowered on the plot, in time for my Grandma’s birthday. In December, it’ll be 58 years ago since she died. I didn’t ever know her, I was born nearly 11 years after she died. I know her from meeting her sisters when I was in my teens (mostly Ellen), through my Grandad, from the things that Mum has told me, from the books that Mum gave me that have her handwriting, from the year or so I lived in my uncle’s house, from the pictures I have of her, from my Grandad’s sister’s form what Mum talks about. There is more than one way to know someone.

All that to say, this weekend would has been tricky difficult to navigate emotionally and on Saturday, my brother ended up in hospital for non COVID-19 related reasons. Right this minute, it’s nothing too serious (just something that makes me grateful for the NHS but makes my sister-in-law’s life logistically difficult and probably worries the nephews) but timing is a bitch and I do worry for my little brother!

I have no plans for this week, other than work and sorting out the drawers in my bedroom and living room because I’m thinking about buying a desk. At some point working at the kitchen table is a pain and I’m ready to change that!

On Saturday, I get to see my Mum for the first time in 12 weeks, she’s going to drive over mostly to pick up some marmalade! It’ll be good to see her!

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Friday Links: World on Fire

I started compiling these links on Sunday morning and at that point it seemed that the US was on fire and it doesn’t seem to have got any better over the week. I’m a Londoner and lived through rioting in my city (which is where the picture below comes from) it’s always happened when people feel unheard and hopeless. You can talk to me all you like about looting and agitators, but at the core, it’s about a population of people being treated badly feeling that justice will not be done. That peaceful protest hasn’t worked, that there is no hope and no point in being respectful of property and no point is listening to ‘authority’ that exists not to protect but to diminish and dehumanise them. It’s happened here and it’s happening in the US right now.

Over the week there have been lots of posts on social media and #blackoutTuesday and I have been mostly silent on social media. I’ve talked about it to people in real life but I want to be very careful about what say here and elsewhere because I don’t want to distract from other voices or get it wrong. I also wanted to sit in any discomfort I might feel and actually think about it, not be defensive.

I’ve been thinking this week about Martin Luther King Jr. and his letter from Birmingham Jail because it’s a reminder that change only comes after conflict, that non-violent is not the same peaceful. It’s a long read and if you don’t have the stamina for all nine pages of it, then this is the paragraph for white people who think they aren’t racist (the bold sections are highlighted by me)

I must make an honest confession to you, my Christian and Jewish brothers. First, I must confess that over the last few years I have been gravely disappointed with the white moderate. I have almost reached the regrettable conclusion that the Negro’s great stumbling block in the stride toward freedom is not the White Citizens Councillor or the Ku Klux Klanner but the white moderate who is more devoted to order than to justice; who prefers a negative peace which is the absence of tension to a positive peace which is the presence of justice; who constantly says, “I agree with you in the goal you seek, but I can’t agree with your methods of direct action”; who paternalistically feels that he can set the timetable for another man’s freedom; who lives by the myth of time; and who constantly advises the Negro to wait until a “more convenient season.” Shallow understanding from people of good will is more frustrating than absolute misunderstanding from people of ill will. Lukewarm acceptance is much more bewildering than outright rejection.

In your statement you asserted that our actions, even though peaceful, must be condemned because they precipitate violence. But can this assertion be logically made? Isn’t this like condemning the robbed man because his possession of money precipitated the evil act of robbery? Isn’t this like condemning Socrates because his unswerving commitment to truth and his philosophical delvings precipitated the misguided popular mind to make him drink the hemlock? Isn’t this like condemning Jesus because His unique God-consciousness and never-ceasing devotion to His will precipitated the evil act of crucifixion? We must come to see, as federal courts have consistently affirmed, that it is immoral to urge an individual to withdraw his efforts to gain his basic constitutional rights because the quest precipitates violence. Society must protect the robbed and punish the robber.

There isn’t anything much I can do about what is happening in US except pray, however, I can educate myself, I can sit with my tension and discomfort and use it to work for change. I can call out racism when I see it, and I can listen to my black friends when they tell me what I can do to help.

Here’s some reading recommendations:

Why I’m No Longer Talking to White People About Race – Reni Eddo-Lodge

Natives: Race and Class in the Ruins of Empire – Akala

White Fragility: Why It’s So Hard for White People to Talk About Racism – Robin Di’Angelo

Right, now for this week’s links:

Dominic Cummings and Boris Johnson have wrecked something precious

Will he go? I’ve been saying this for the last year!

George Floyd’s killing and the ensuing protests, explained

Killer Mike Delivers Emotional Speech to Atlanta Protestors at Mayor’s Press Conference

America at the breaking point

James Mattis Denounces President Trump, Describes Him as a Threat to the Constitution


Resist the Urge to Simplify the Story

There isn’t a simple story about looting

Government ready to open British markets to chlorinated chicken for US trade deal. Government led by Boris Johnson breaks it’s word again. At this point, I’m not even shocked and I’m going to have to become a vegetarian…

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Friday Links: Rules and Instinct

Happy Friday!

Well it’s been quite the week. We have a government that is incompetent, heartless, clueless and weak. All of those traits have been on full display since the election and more so during the pandemic. So I have quite a few links on Cummings but Boothby Graffoe has summed it up perfectly! 

https://twitter.com/boobygraffoe/status/1265372701780303873?s=20

Cummings’ contempt for lockdown rules makes the public feel like fools

We endure these things individually because we understand ourselves to be also enduring them collectively. Cummings’ actions – and, even more, Johnson’s valorisation of them – strip away the second part. The big, communal and institutional structure that gives a value to the millions of individual sacrifices has been kicked away – in Johnson’s defence of Cummings, the only value is the individual “instinct” of the members of the ruling caste. To use the Blitz analogy that England apparently cannot escape, it’s fine to leave your lights on during the blackout if you’re an important person with documents to read.

‘People were like animals!’ How supermarket staff watched the coronavirus crisis unfold

HOW I FELL OUT OF LOVE WITH SOURDOUGH

The bailout of London’s transport network shows we are not all in this together

A sleep expert has some tips for your quarantine insomnia

I’m an NHS doctor – and I’ve had enough of people clapping for me

Matt Hancock is not OK. Someone really ought to furlough him

 

There’s sometimes a fine line between a government reacting nimbly to events and one that appears to be totally at sea. But right now Boris Johnson is working flat out to make it abundantly clear that his government has chosen to firmly come down on the side of complete cluelessness

 

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Allotment Adventures: Nearly there

We’re nearly at the end of May, it’s been 10 weeks since the Weeder-in-Chief has been on the plot and I’m struggling to get it all done, there’s always something that doesn’t get finished because I’m sidetracked by weeding.

The weediest bits of the allotment are all on the new half, especially the bindweed which seems to be everywhere and it’s so dry, I’m just pulling up what I can and hoping that eventually it’ll die but right now I’m really frustrated about it because the volunteer potatoes everywhere are bad enough. The old half is also starting to look neglected, I really need to get down and sort out the front, which is full of californian poppies (lovely) and grass (not so lovely).

Weeding woes aside, what did I actually get done last week? Well, the compost arrived and I filled and planted up one of the big squash beds with winter squash. 15 plants mostly uchiki kuri and waltham butternut. I was also given some sweetcorn at the weekend, so that will get planted into that bed this weekend.

I also got around to planting up the last of the tomato beds. I think I did pretty well, I have 30 plants in the raised beds and only 5 left over. They will go into the overflow boxes as they did last year! But that’s still pretty good, last year I had to give away over 30 plants, this year I gave away eight and I only lost one, the benefit of being at home and able to do daily watering before work!

So what’s left to plant?

I have four beds at the front of the plot that are reserved for courgettes, crookneck summer squash, cucumbers and french beans and I need to plant the sweet potatoes in the hot boxes next to the herb patch. As mentioned earlier, I need to get the 10 sweetcorn plants in for the three sisters bed.

The biggest job is going to be the second squash bed, I didn’t have enough cardboard and compost to cover this and so for the last 10 weeks, it has languished and the heavy clay has hardened and grown bindweed. I’ve watered it this morning and covered it with plastic, in the next two weeks, I’m going to have to uncover it, water it some more dig it over (not my favourite thing at all but there’s just no way I can cover it with compost and hope for the best, it’s way too dry. Once that’s done, the last 9 bags of compost can go in and I’ll plant the remaining winter squash in there, I have about 7 good plants and a bunch of pumpkins and a patty pan that can all hang out there!

Then, after watering, I have to start the weeding and cut the grass on the paths and moving some stuff and working out what to do about the pond area! Life on the allotment is all go but there is some time to admire the flowers!

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Allotment Adventures: Planting Out

We had a cold snap last week, while everything survived, the in ground potatoes got some damage, but they’ll come back. And I know there are potatoes because the fox has dug some of them up!

After the frosty conditions last week the weather started to warm up, and actually got some things done. So I planted out two of the planned tomato beds. One of cherry tomatoes (red pear and yellow delight) and one of mixed large ones (the last amish paste, marmande and cour di bue). So far, I’ve lost one to wildlife (fox, I’m looking at you!) and none to the weather, thanks to my daily watering regime for the newly planted!

I also got the leeks in, I ordered 30, there were supposed to be 10 of each but the delivery was late and they sent me 42, (22 Carlton F1 and 20 Sultan F1), they were planted up across two beds and I promise that next year I’ll get my act together and sow some myself. I have lost a leek to marauding wildlife, I’m not sure if’s worse this year because so many food shops are closed and the foxes can’t access that but they are stealing anything that looks remotely food like, apparently other people are reporting seeing more mice and rats for similar reasons!

There was some space in the over flow leek bed and that space got sown up with some salad, the crispy salad leaves mix from Thompson and Morgan that we used last year and got another packet of from a magazine and a row of lettuce (Marvel of Four Seasons), also a freebie.

I also cleared the bed that I’m going to sow french beans in and put some canes in place. I’ve haven’t sown them yet, it may be a task for the weekend but I’m also waiting for some jute pea and bean netting, for the frame. We do use plastic on the allotment but my stance is that we have to be able to re-use it, which is why we’ve switched this year to sturdier rigid pots for the potatoes instead of the bags and why we’re trying this because I hate dealing with bean netting and it becomes a single use item.

I finally sowed some carrots! I did plan on two beds of carrots and if we find a empty bed later on in the season, we may well do a slightly later sowing. However, right now I have an insufficient number of beds for everything I want to grow issue! So one bed of carrrots, inside the cloche, are the bigger carrots (Harlequin F1 and Early Nantes 2) and surrounding the cloche are mixed seed from last year with spring onions and litte carrots (Chantenay Red Cored 3 and Royal Chantenay 3). I’m hoping to repeat last year’s success with them, fingers crossed.

I harvested my first radish too, this is Albena and with the exception of the summer squash and some sweet potato slips, all the plants are in the cloche at the plot and not in my living room.

So what’s left to do? Well the additional compost I ordered arrives today, so the squash beds need sorting and the squash planting out and sweetcorn sowing. I think I have room for 30 plants so watering is going to be hell! I need to sow the cucumbers and french beans and in a week or two, the sweet potato slips, courgettes, crookneck and maybe a patty pan need to go out. I also need to spray the broad beans and gooseberries with some SB plant invigorator for the aphid and mildew problems they have right now. I’m also waiting on some kale plugs and a new rhubarb plant, so I need to move the daffodils, tulips, anemones and narcissi to new positions and sort out the pond area a bit more!

Then it’s all about weeding, watering and tidying up until harvesting begins, then it’ll be all about weeding, watering, tidying up, harvesting and processing the harvest! Right now, I feel as in control as I ever do in May!

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Monday Miscellany: Busy

Happy Monday!

Last week, I decided that I needed to impose a bit more discipline upon myself. At this stage of lockdown and working from home, I am both the six year old with displaced behaviour AND that six year old’s parent trying to deal with said behaviour. So I reimposed schoolnight drinking rules (so no drinking Monday to Thursday) and a bath before bed, which should be between 10 and 11pm.

This weekend, I decided to be active, I was up early on Saturday and shopped for me but also got some bits for a friend, I read a book (the first I’ve managed in May), I watered the plot and got a bunch of plants out of the living room. On Sunday, I was at the allotment from 10am to 3.30pm-ish. I hit 10,000 steps both days, which is going to stand me in good stead for the team walking challenge this week, we are walking the length of Peru…

It hasn’t been all that difficult, which has been a huge surprise as I’m deep in PMT and had a migraine this week too, but I needed the discipline and the lighter days do help. This week, I want to keep up the momentum and because it’s going to be a lot warmer , the newly planted tomatoes will have to be watered every day.

Goals for this week are to be at the plot every morning to water, to go for a walk in the evening to get 10,000 steps every day, to be in bed at 10am each evening and no school night drinking, but I’m having a martini on Friday nights…

How are all of you managing to hold on to your sanity at the moment?

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Friday Links: Without a Clue

Happy Friday! Is it Friday, I’m not quite sure anymore! This is pretty much my mood, right now!

Here are this week’s links…

The World Is Taking Pity on Us

Boris Johnson’s message to the working class: good luck out there

TfL: The Impossible Finances of Fighting a Pandemic This was really interesting, I put it in here on Tuesday, so I don’t know if the situation has changed between then and today.

Coronavirus has changed Boris Johnson, and that makes Tories nervous

Boris Johnson resorts to bluster under Starmer’s cross-examination. PMQ’s has become a blood sport again…

Keir Starmer took Boris Johnson apart like a Duplo train set. When the Telegraph starts saying things like this…

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Allotment Adventures: A Bit Windy

The allotment was all ok on the weekend, I went on Sunday and weeded the paths and put everything away because it was very windy, I also cut back the rosemary, it looks really bedraggled at the moment but I did it for it’s own good! We also had a visit from a magpie…

I’m behind, I haven’t sown the carrots yet but this weekend’s plan is to do that, sown some more salad leaves and plant out the leeks, I need to clear the bed that had the sprouting broccoli and get a frame up for the french beans up. I may sow the french beans but I’ll see how I feel about the weather. I’m itching to plant out the winter squash and the tomatoes but the squash beds are no where near ready, I may just dig the beds over again incorporate what compost I have and accept that I’m going to be weeding those beds a lot, we’ll see. My summer squash have come up slowly and leggy, so I’m probably going to have to start again next week!

I also want to give some time to my friend Dionne, she’s an NHS worker and is recovering from Covid-19, so I’ve told her that I’m happy to weed a bed or two and plant up with tomatoes and winter squash if she’d like me to.

In happier news, I have irises, baby apples and broad beans. While Ma might get some apples and broad beans, she’ll probably miss the irises…

It’s May so it’s time just to push through, get it all in the ground and try and keep on top of the weeds!

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Friday Links: VE Day

Happy Friday! Today is as I’m sure everyone in the UK is aware, is the 75th anniversary of VE Day. The government and R4 seems anxious to wrap itself in a flag but I’m pretty tired of it. The only veteran of that war that I knew (Grandad) was reluctant to talk about the actual war, he was in Belgium at some point in 1945 and he went back to visit his friend Joss’ family. He believed what he did was necessary but he never thought there was glory in it. Overall that’s my impression of all of this, the people that spend the most time harking back to the victory of 1945 and the Blitz spirit and wrapping themselves in that flag are the ones that would have been dining at the Ritz and getting extra food from there country estates….

Anyway on to this week’s links…

The British charlatan style has been sent packing by too much reality

Why universal basic income could help us fight the next wave of economic shocks

Ministers are using coronavirus as an excuse to erode child protection

Whose Freedom Counts? This is really interesting, the USA is a special case but I can see so many parallels with the for want of a better word Brexiteers over here.

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Allotment Adventures: Weeds are everywhere

It’s May, the point of my growing year where I’m not ready to start planting out and the weeds are all over the place! Without my trusty sidekick, I’m having to do a lot of the maintenance my own self and while I can do it, I much prefer having Ma on the plot to help with netting and to tame my more wild flights of fancy!

Before and After

I cut some grass, which is the allotment equivalent of hoovering the most hated of housework tasks, I need to do the other side which will be easier and the front. I also need to identify this plant, which has come up by the apple tree. Any ideas?

There are potatoes everywhere, in the bed I put them in but also rogue ones all over. I generally have a ‘if it’s useful or pretty don’t pull it up’ policy with weeds, which is why there are patches of rocket and coriander all over the paths, why there is aramanth, california poppies and borage everywhere and why we let the mystery squash grow last year. The only exception to this rule are raspberry runners but I’m a little stumped about whether to leave the potatoes or pull them up, for the moment, I’m so focused on the weeds I really don’t want (there is so much bindweed on the new half) that I’m leaving the potatoes alone but overall this is why I decided to grow them in pots..

I did put the cloche up and have all the flowers hardening off, I just put them in and leave them, if they die, they die! And I’ll have to do the same with some of the many winter squash plants because the living room is struggling to cope. I potted the tomatoes on and ended up with 47, I have over 20 winter squash plants and only 9 summer squash plants, (3 crookneck, 3 courgettes and 3 patty pans) it’s like I’m learning my lesson…very slowly!

I have tomorrow off work so hopefully over the next couple of days, I’ll get the weeding done and all the other pesky jobs I’ve been putting off.

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