So I’ve had a cold and lost a job (yep another one, what the hell is wrong with me? – no don’t answer that question)

I’m sick, I can’t run and I’m generally fed up and miserable.

I feel like dark clouds are following me around…

When I feel like that I do always try to remember that actually I’m very lucky and there are other people having a worse time (and sometimes that works and sometimes it doesn’t).  Yesterday though something so much worse happened to some people I love and it’s not over for them yet.

So today, although it sucks because I can’t breathe through my nose and sound like a dying frog, because I haven’t been out of the house in 3 days and don’t have a job to go to, because I’m not going to be able to run the 10k,  I’m going to shut the hell up and remember that this is nothing compared to what’s happening to them.

I’m going to pray that they find some light at the end of a very dark tunnel because that’s all I can do, and it’s not enough, but it’s all I’ve got..